This post was written during two separate days.
“When all you got is nothing there’s a lot to go around”
This line is taken from one of the songs in the movie Prince of Egypt and I hope it holds true for Culion. I have just been given a dose of how selfish and how full of bitterness man can get. So vicious is man’s greed that it forgets all other men and allows himself to be consumed into a dark and lonely path. Yesterday was a day of sadness as we found out (although not officially confirmed) that the town of Culion has been again taken advantage off. Left in the municipal volt is one thousand pesos, nothing else. How this happened, I do not know and I shall not speculate. But I also see a positive side to this problem, actually a very hopeful side to it. If the line from the song above holds true it will mean unity, asking for help and accepting help. This “problem” in Culion is now a big and major reason why its people should channel its anger into unity, into dreaming for something better and into giving and sacrificing. Already sectors are mobilizing, the LGU officials are asking for help and the Church is active in its appeal and movement. My over a month in Culion has already awakened on how little and how simple is really enough. 100 pesos, a single book or a pad of paper is enough and is even a very big thing. I have learned to ask and even beg little from many and I believe such is a very effective way to go. I find it very timely that this problem arises when a new government is sworn into office, that more than skills or credentials or any other promise in offers, and I believe more than ever, hope. And this hope is not one that asks a dramatic and very big movement but one that starts from very minute and simple details. Such is what Culion needs, a big dream fueled by simple, small but many movements.
I am hopeful for Culion, hopeful that it gives, provides, becomes for and as what Fr. Javy envisions it. CULION- CONSERVATION, UNITY, LIVELIHOOD, INDEGINOUS PEOPLE, OBLATION and NATURE.
On a lighter note, I just have to share a very joyous matter. I just had great lechon and liempo. My first on the island and a delightful one after a very long time. I have also found my “great” luxury on the island. A Cornetto Ice Cream and a bottle of cold sprite.
Fr. Lito’s gospel message was very much on target this morning. Let me divide it into parts. Part number one. “Actions speak louder than words” a very familiar quote especially for lovers who often quarrel. The line though familiar must always remind us of how true it really is. Today’s gospel showed God ordering his disciples to do and not to say. In the gospel Jesus ordered his disciples to only say two things the rest were orders to do. In Culion, the island also known for chismax, it is quite true as well. What you do is easily a topic for gossip rather than what you say. It is more observable and I guess doing is something that makes one more alive.
The second part was more striking. Fr. Lito made clear Jesus’ orders, messages that hit me as one who claims to be a missionary. Order one, bring no money bags” Jesus did not say bring no money but the message was that a mission is not a venue to enrich one’s self. You need not much money, you do not even have to store much because God shall provide. I must admit the material realities of the world are one issue I struggle with. Despite my simple life I still aspire for the latest I-pod, new shoes or a new shirt. I have to always remind myself that I do not need such. Having no money helps very much as well. But I think truly God provides. For the hot nights, he provides rain or the cool sea breeze, for loneliness he provides very loud friends with never ending stories, for boring nights he gives me the sea to swim in or a hill to enjoy the sunset, for sadness he brings to me messages from people in Manila, and for those spiritual struggles he gives me timely messages of inspiration from the mass to the people. There will always be enough, you just have to know and accept what you truly need. Second order, Do not stop for conversations” this does not mean do not greet people or speak to know one it meant do not involve you immerse yourself with matters that are unimportant. Do not spend hours on facebook or every minute texting. Do not spend all your weekends watching a movie and your nights partying and drinking. The time we have is just enough, and to be drowned by the world’s vices is a hindrance to the mission.
Last point. You really do not have to bring everything, not much anyway. Everything is secondary and easily disposable. Bring instead only one thing, Bring the word of God, bring the name of Jesus.